EmOtIoNaL dEtOx

let me make it known that just cuz i teach...dont mean i use proper english or grammar.  just sayn...
  
 NOW, is it possible...?

can you really have a mental/emotional detox.  i feel like you can "detox" anything?  drugs...alcohol...ur body...etc.

without making this post gloomy...im gonna try to say what i want in a more positive manner.  i have learned to try to find something positive in every situation, regardless of the event.  its difficult.  i will wear my feelings right on my sleeve, however, when ready...i can mask them like a champ!   

this week was spring break, i have had lots of time to think.  lots of time to reevaluate the way i want to do things in life.  i discovered that despite my own beliefs...i am not always right and what i think is acceptable to some people, may not be for others.

i know that spending time with people you love-is important.  no matter how many times i try to deny it.  even when you are really upset/frustrated, it STILL helps.  i dont even have to speak-its just the presence of others that can make you feel better.  i enjoy listening (when i focus long enough to do so).   

so back to "DETOX."  i discovered, especially today...that taking a step back-regrouping myself-and continuing to do what i enjoy is the best detox.  waking up early, meeting my super, awesome, amazing friends to exercise, and making the most (that i can) of each day is what makes me happiest.  

every now and then ya gotta do "WhAtEvEr MaKeS yOu HaPpY!"...and this is a totally an "unselfish" thing to do.  

just sayn...

 

10 ThInGs that I lOvE...

10.  THUNDERSTORMS.  LOVE lightning, thunder, and massive amounts of rain.  i also find tornadoes, tsunami's, hurricanes, and floods SUPER interesting.  its the thrill.  but the best part is laying in bed, in the dark, and listening to the rain and thunder, and watching the room light up.  AWESOME!

9.  SLEEP.  need i say more... 

8.  JILLIAN MICHAELS.  my secret crush.  well, not secret anymore.  HOT! i'd...well...nevermind.  

7.  KIDS.  secretly, i love my students.  despite the chaos they cause me somethings, i value each and everyone of them and their differences.  they keep me on my toes, as i try to stay two steps ahead of them.  and its TOUGH!

6.  SNOOZE BUTTON.  world's greatest invention.  i use it multiple times every morning and it bothers some people.  sometimes i set my alarm ahead early, just so i can use it.  and while i am typing this...a nat is flying on my screen.  distraction.

5.  TATTOOS.  great form of expression.  tattoos can tell you alot about people.  its a unique form of art.  i think tats are hot, PS.  winkface.  i am currently planning 2.  youll have to wait and see...

4.  BONFIRES.  pyro at heart.  i think fires are interesting.  they are very calming/relaxing to me, as are thunderstorms.  really, i like all kinds of fire. candles, fire pits, bonfires, matches, fireworks,...oooooo fireworks. 

3.  FUR KIDS.  i have two wonderful dogs.  even tho-they bad as shit sometimes.  i fall for that puppy look everytime.  dang.  i can be a softy...sometimes.

2.  HCB. and all my awesome and amazing friends!  and i special shout out to DEE and ROB!  love.

1.  SLR.  LOVE. you know...winkface.